So I'm in the states now. It's really hard being away from Greg. I cried myself to sleep last night, as that was the only way I was going to be able to fall asleep without him. I have a full day of house/apartment hunting!! Which should be fun.
My sponsor picked me up from the airport and the first words out her mouth was are you hungry...I wanted to yell yes, lets get some food, but I remained in control and said NO. Day 2 without a bite to eat! This makes me soo happy. I'm in control again. Ana has found me and hopefully here to stay! Although I feel like my sponsor found my letter to Ana, as she keeps going on about food and getting me something to eat. Does she think I'm that fat and need a constant supply of food going into my body???
That just makes me want to work harder to not eat!
I'm starting to get hungry and the feeling of being completely empty is making me feel great. Working towards Day 2 and feeling in control and powerful!
Thank you for comments and followers...You are all helping me stay strong. When I start to feel weak I think of all of the posts I read and the people who are following my blog and the comments that I will get when I start to achieve my goals...
Together we will be strong!!
Be safe...Most of all BE HAPPY!!!
This is how i feel about the followers!
ReplyDeleteYou're doing so great hun! Keep it up! It's a fact that fasting actually lifts your mood and gives you more energy ^^ I love the feeling!
All the best, stay stong! xx