So I'm getting ready to move on Sunday. I am sooo stressed out because of it! My guy and I are starting to fight more and more! I have no idea why I keep pushing him away instead of keeping him close. I do that tho, when things start to get to hard and I get scared I run and hide and if I can't hide then I do things to make that person hate me!
I am so fucking backwards sometimes!!
Every morning I wake up and say: Today, I'm in control!
Every morning I look in the mirror and say: Today I will do everything to make you look better!
Every morning I make a promise to Ana: Today I will please you!!
Yet by the END of the day....I have not done anything but fail!!
I'm starting to give up on everything....How can I be so weak, when last week I was so strong! What has changed?
Why am I not in control anymore???
Dear Ana,
Please come back! Please bring me back the strength you once gave to me. I am sorry for upsetting you and making you leave me! I promise if you come back I wont give in. I will be strong I will make you happy!!
Love Always
-Leanne
To everyone fighting to stay strong...Together we can do anything!!
Be safe, most of all BE HAPPY!!
I do this too, i hope it all gets sorted out hun
ReplyDeleteStay strong, and she will come back ^^
You're welcome to use a pic as you asked (: Let me know when its posted if you do use one xx
Thank you. I will let you know as soon as I have everything together for the new post. I'm in the process of moving...I hate it so wont have enough time to do it for the next few days! Sad face!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your support, knowing I'm not alone helps me fight harder!! =)