Fasting....
It has been a very hard LONG day...But it's almost over. That is if I could get to sleep sometime soon.
There were so many moments I almost succumbed to defeat. I made it though the day and I feel so much stronger for that. Not one bite. Lost of water and cigarettes!! However I did have one soda which saddens me...I'm still super weak!
I'm going to continue to fast for the next 4 days a 5 day fast. I can do it! I hope so anyway. Control is my battle-Which I lose everyday. I have no control of myself nor my life. But I will be thin, I will be loved. I will not let food beat me like everyone else does.
Reading the blogs and posts from everyone helps me stay strong. Knowing that for once in my life I'm not alone in this helps me more than I can put into words.
I will be strong for the next 4 days...Knowing your out there reading this....Reading what your going through...Gives me strength.
With every pound that comes off is one step closer to my goal. Every bite not taken is one bite closer to love.
It has been a very hard LONG day...But it's almost over. That is if I could get to sleep sometime soon.
There were so many moments I almost succumbed to defeat. I made it though the day and I feel so much stronger for that. Not one bite. Lost of water and cigarettes!! However I did have one soda which saddens me...I'm still super weak!
I'm going to continue to fast for the next 4 days a 5 day fast. I can do it! I hope so anyway. Control is my battle-Which I lose everyday. I have no control of myself nor my life. But I will be thin, I will be loved. I will not let food beat me like everyone else does.
Reading the blogs and posts from everyone helps me stay strong. Knowing that for once in my life I'm not alone in this helps me more than I can put into words.
I will be strong for the next 4 days...Knowing your out there reading this....Reading what your going through...Gives me strength.
With every pound that comes off is one step closer to my goal. Every bite not taken is one bite closer to love.
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