So in total I've lost about 20lbs. That makes me sooo HAPPY!! Out of this world happy. People are telling me how good I look and how sexy my collar bones are! My new boyfriend was rubbing on my hip bones and telling me how sexy I am. Oh My God...I'm doing it, I'm reaching my goal!! I love it.
Tell me why it isn't enough...Yes I'm happy! No I'm not happy enough. I'm still not good enough!
Sometimes I sit and think whats wrong with me, why can't I be happy, why can't I see what everyone else sees... I know, because their stupid or they are just trying to make a fat girl feel good about her self... I look around me and see great bodies and wish I was them, why did I turn out this way?? Why am I not as good as everyone? Why can't I be perfect??
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